Depressing stuff (Read the desc. Please ?)

So yeah... 6 days ago (Because here we're the 14th so I dunno you english, american or watever nationnality) I broke with my boyfriend and it would had been easy to just stay friends but it's not happened... I wanted to be alone for a time I said to my ex but he took it bad and we were in a fight (now he don't want to ever talk to me and it's for the better I think) and while I was in a fight with him, telling me that he souldn't had fallen for me, that I changed, another girl, who love him since the first time she met him, came to just talk trash about me, doesn't wanted to understand that I was the one who didn't love him anymore etc... (Yes it was me you decided it but what do you want ? As if I'll stay with him and then tell him years later that I didn't love him since a long time ? That's just too harsh and I'm not like that) Anyway the truth is, that I was at the point of take a knife and just...You know... But then I remembered my family and the friends who REALLY loves me. And I didn't make it.
So to everyone who in the same situation as me : You CAN live without any regrets ! those who are saying that you're not the same, that you're ugly, that you don't have the right to live because you're just trash, it's not true. YOU are the beautiful ones and those who said things like that are the most UGLIEST ! 

Thank you for those who had read to the end...Love you all <3